By now, all the bad days are over. surely you will get through these difficult days.

Nobody can point to the exact Tuesday a hard stretch ended. It is never a door closing. You notice some weeks later that you slept properly, or that you laughed at something without checking yourself first.

Which means the announcement you're waiting for isn't coming. Endurance is invisible from inside it. From in there it only ever looks like another day being got through.

You have already done a number of those. Not gracefully, necessarily. Done is the only standard that applies at the moment.