Debt weighs the most at three in the morning, when the number stops being a number and becomes a sound.
People who clear it often describe the month afterwards as oddly flat. No fireworks. Just the absence of a particular noise.
And then a stranger discovery — that a portion of their attention had been allocated to it for years, quietly, without ever being counted as a cost.
Whether the last payment is behind you or a long way ahead, the noise is the part worth naming. It was never a measurement of your character. It is a balance, and balances move.