I am deeply connected with the abundant source of healing energy of the world.

Everything keeping you alive came from outside. The sun that made the sugar, the rain that carried the minerals, a stranger's blood in a bag with a barcode on it, hands that have touched you on purpose.

Connection is not mystical arithmetic here. It is the literal supply line. You are not a closed system running down its own reserves; you are an open one, being resupplied continuously, including this afternoon while nothing appears to be happening.