The cruel trick of getting what you wanted is how fast it stops registering as gotten.
There was a version of you who badly wanted the thing you now do on autopilot — the job, the city, the person asleep in the next room, the ability to pay a bill without checking first. That person would find your Tuesday remarkable. You find it Tuesday.
This isn't ingratitude, it's how attention works. The mind reassigns itself to the next unmet thing almost immediately.
Pick one part of your current life a younger you was hungry for. Look at it today the way they would have.