I am blessed to live the life of my dreams.

The dreamed-of life, once you are inside it, contains dishes. It has a Tuesday problem and an inbox and a knee that hurts in the cold.

This is not evidence you got the wrong life. Every version of every life has a Tuesday. The dream was never a state of permanent ease; it was this specific set of problems instead of the ones you were trying to leave.

Look at what your current difficulties are made of. A surprising number of them are byproducts of things you wanted and got.