I realize I will have my bad days and I welcome these challenges for my growth.

Three things go wrong before ten — the system down, the delivery short, and a message at four telling you the first two were your fault. Nothing about that hour feels like growth.

Growth is a description applied later, by somebody who has already got through. During it there is only the next task and the wish for it to be Friday. Both versions are true. They simply belong to different days, and you only ever get to stand in one of them at a time.