I deserve abundance in my life.

Abundance keeps getting priced in currency, and a good deal of it is not. A fridge holding more than tonight requires. A Sunday with nothing owed to anybody. Three people who would answer the phone at two in the morning without first checking who was calling.

That last one is a form of wealth that cannot be bought and appears on no statement, and the people who have it are rarely counted as rich.

None of this is an argument against wanting money — money buys the fridge. It only widens what you are allowed to count while the money question is still open.