I will learn what I need to from today which will make me a stronger person.

Lessons don't file themselves on the day. Ask anybody what a bad year taught them and the answer took four years to assemble, and it never sounded like that at the time.

What today can hand over is smaller and more practical: that the drive is doable without crying, that a particular person answers the phone, that afternoons are worse than mornings.

Log those and leave the rest. Nothing is owed by a Tuesday. Whatever this eventually means can arrive late, and mostly does.